Something just strikes me about her. Maybe its the pear shape she has,
or the unabashed passion in everything she says and does, but I want
her, bad. It's been 5 months since I met her. During the course of the
class, I would dish out tids and bits of flirtations -- bring in her
favorite deserts I knew she liked, make semi-perverted jokes about short
skirts on women, she caught me staring at her when everyone else's
heads were bowed at their class work, I would forever compliment her,
email her funny ecards, etc. I even made sure my grades were exceeding
the other students'.
It came to a point where she wouldn't look at me in class for a few weeks. She knew... So she would make clear statements about men and how handsome they can be, for me to grasp that she is not a lesbian.
I reeled her back in toward the end of the class, by showing her compassion about her son dying. I spoke words of hope and inspiration to her. She was grateful.
Class has been over for almost two months now and I've kept contact with her. We even met a few times due to my excuses to see her again -- to talk to her about working for her, I gave her a tarot card reading, we went out for ice cream, and the last time we went out to a movie. We became fairly close and now she makes jokes with me about hooking me up with a decent guy she knows, to have a threesome. It's shocking coming from a full pledged church goer.
the other night I felt like a seething bottle waiting to burst, like I just wanted to confess everything to her, it's tantalizing after 5 months. So I texted her asking if she ever questioned her preferences, she said no, and that she even had a best friend in high school who was gay. I didn't want to pile it on too thick (she knows people I know) so I told her I'm having curiosities about being with a woman physically. She went on to tell me I should look online for there are lots of opportunities to have sex, and that she knew all of the gay male bars in town but none of the female. She went on to suggest that I watch the Suzy Orman program that was starting on channel 24, that's how that convo ended.
I felt a load off me knowing she probably knows that I am wanting her (in some degree or another), and didn't give me a religious lecture right from the Bible. We kept contact scattered afterward, she says she's been super busy. Not sure if that's just a way to distance me or if she really has been.
Are there any suggestions on what route to pursue with her? My friends are flabbergasted not knowing what to tell me and laughing at my chase for a "fat, old lady". I am attracted to her emotionally and sexually.
It came to a point where she wouldn't look at me in class for a few weeks. She knew... So she would make clear statements about men and how handsome they can be, for me to grasp that she is not a lesbian.
I reeled her back in toward the end of the class, by showing her compassion about her son dying. I spoke words of hope and inspiration to her. She was grateful.
Class has been over for almost two months now and I've kept contact with her. We even met a few times due to my excuses to see her again -- to talk to her about working for her, I gave her a tarot card reading, we went out for ice cream, and the last time we went out to a movie. We became fairly close and now she makes jokes with me about hooking me up with a decent guy she knows, to have a threesome. It's shocking coming from a full pledged church goer.
the other night I felt like a seething bottle waiting to burst, like I just wanted to confess everything to her, it's tantalizing after 5 months. So I texted her asking if she ever questioned her preferences, she said no, and that she even had a best friend in high school who was gay. I didn't want to pile it on too thick (she knows people I know) so I told her I'm having curiosities about being with a woman physically. She went on to tell me I should look online for there are lots of opportunities to have sex, and that she knew all of the gay male bars in town but none of the female. She went on to suggest that I watch the Suzy Orman program that was starting on channel 24, that's how that convo ended.
I felt a load off me knowing she probably knows that I am wanting her (in some degree or another), and didn't give me a religious lecture right from the Bible. We kept contact scattered afterward, she says she's been super busy. Not sure if that's just a way to distance me or if she really has been.
Are there any suggestions on what route to pursue with her? My friends are flabbergasted not knowing what to tell me and laughing at my chase for a "fat, old lady". I am attracted to her emotionally and sexually.